arghhh!!! got paper today but dont have mood to study..adoi, what to do meh?? miss him damn much...cakap sehari je...nie da nak masuk 2 hari outstationnye...adoila....rindu...rindu...rindu...cepat la balik...nak mesej2 nie...mood nak study pon ilang if awk xde...huhu....

marketing oh marketing...kenapa la kau nie susah sangat?? naik bengap kepala otak aku nak membacanye...yes! sayer sangat jeles bila rumate sume da habis paper..tinggal aku sorang dok tercongak study pagi2 buta...waaaa!!!! nak habis paper cepat2....nak balik rumah...nak g melaka....

melaka?? speaking about melaka..hmm...he planned to back for melaka and meet me. meet me at melaka? do you have intention to die dear? oh, my sister kurang sikit dari singa. memang agak2 nak kena sound direct boleh la kan ajak sayer kuar ngn awk nanti kat melaka. kalau boleh memang la sayer nak kuar ngan awk yang nanti kat melaka, tapi ape lak kate akak ngn adik sayer kan. sayer kan plan nak ronggeng ngan diorang je. nanti diorang report kat ma plak sayer jumpe awk kat melaka.

yang, nape jadi camni ek? kenapa mesti sayer yang kena? kenapa mesti awk yang memilih yang? sampai sekarang sayer tak leh pikir penyelesaian nie yang. agak awk ade tak jalan nak selesaikan benda alah nie? sayer kalau bole tak nak kongsi yang. kenapa cepat sangat awk nak tunang? kenapa cepat sangat awk nak kawen? kenapa perlu buat majlis sekali ngan abg awk?

yang, sayer nanges la setiap kali sayer pikir pasal nie. sayer tak sanggop la nak tengok awk ngan dia yang. awk milik sayer. tapi kenapa awk tunang ngan die? kenapa awk kena kawen ngan die? sebab wasiat kan? sebab wasiat arwah ibu yang nak awk kawen ngan die. yang, kita xleh buat maen2 wasiat orang yang takde. sayer da risau pasal kesihatan awk yang. awk da selalu sangat saket. sayer takot tu sebab awk melambat2kan wasiat ibu yang.

yang, sayer tahu awk kena buat satu je pilihan. dan tak mungkin awk nak melupakan wasiat tu yang. sayer pasti awk akan pilih wasiat tu. yang, wasiat kena tunaikan. tak bole suka2 nak biar macam tu je. by hook or by crook, memang sayer kena tinggalkan awk yang. tapi sayer da terlalu sayangkan awk tau. awk pon da cakap yang even awk ngan die, awak still akan cari sayer. pastu awak cakap kalau sayer hilangkan diri, memang awk takkan kawen ngan akak tu. kesian die yang. sayer rase die sayang awk. kalau die tak sayang, takkan la die sanggup nak tunggu awk kan. lagipon awk kenal die dulu lagi dari sayer kan yang. arwah ibu pon da suke die yang. sedangakn arwah ibu tk pernah tahu pasal kewujudan sayer. tp sayer tak sanggup yang nak lepaskan awk. awk terlalu bernilai untuk sayer lepaskan.

Ya Allah,

Tolonglah hambamu ini dalam membuat keputusan,

Kau panjangkanlah jodoh antara aku dan dia,

Sesunggunya Kau Maha Penentu Segalanya.

='(

: : Berfikir Sejenak : :

There was once a man who was an enemy to Islam. He had three famous questions that no person could answer. No Islamic scholar in Baghdad could answer his three questions...thus he made fun of Islam in public. He constantly ridiculed Islam and the Muslims. One day a small boy, who`s age was 10, came along and heard the man yelling and screaming at Muslims in the street.

He was challenging people openly to answer the three questions.

The boy stood quietly and watched. He then decided that he would challenge the man. He walked up and told the man, "I will accept your challenge".

The man laughed at the boy and ridiculed the Muslims even more by saying, "A ten year old boy challenges me. Is this all you people have to offer!"

But the boy patiently reiterated his stance. He would challenge the man, and with Allah`s help and guidance, he would put this to an end. The man finally accepted.

The entire city gathered around a small "hill" where open addresses were usually made. The man climbed to the top, and in a loud voice asked his first question.

"What is your God doing right now?"

The small boy thought for a little while and then told the man to climb down the hill and to allow him to go up in order to address the question.

The man says "What? You want me to come down?"

The boy says, "Yes. I need to reply, right?"

The man made his way down and the small boy, age 10, with his little feet made his way up.

This small child`s reply was "Oh Allah Almighty! You be my witness in front of all these people. You have just willed that a Kafir be brought down to a low level, and that a Muslim be brought to a high level!"

The crowd cheered and screamed "Takbir"...."Allah-hu-akbar!!!"

The man was humiliated, but he boldly asked his Second question... "What existed before your God?"

The small child thought and thought.

Then he asked the man to count backwards. "Count from 10 backwards."

The man counted..."10, 9 ,8 , 7 , 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1,0"

The boy asked, "What comes before 0 ?"

The man: "I don`t know...nothing."

The boy: "Exactly. Nothing was before Allah, for He is eternal and absolute."

The crowd cheered again...."Takbir!"...."Allah-hu-akbar!!!!"

The man, now completely frustrated, asked his final question. "In which direction is your Allah facing?"

The boy thought and thought.

He then asked for a candle. A candle was brought to him. The blessed child handed it to the man and asked him to light it.

The man did so and remarked, "What is this supposed to prove?"

The young boy asked, "In which direction is light from the candle going?"

The man responded, "It is going in all directions."

The boy: "You have answered your own question. Allah`s light (noor) goes in all directions. He is everywhere. There is no where that He cannot be found.

"The crowd cheered again...."Takbir!"...."Allah-hu-akbar!!!"

The man was so impressed and so moved by the boy`s knowledge and spirituality, that he embraced Islam and became a student of the young boy.

So ended the debate.

Who was the young boy?

The young boy was one of our leaders and one of the greatest scholars, Imam Abu Hanifa(May Allah bless him).

: : semesterbreak - Melaka trip : :

Waa...tak sabar betol la nak gi Melaka. Dah lame teringin nak gi Melaka. Memang la mase kecik penah gi. But then, name pon lagi mase kecik. Kompem la da lupe and for sure Melaka tu berubahkan. So, nak la jugak gi tengok perubahan kat Melaka tu. Huhu.

Dah lame jugak plan nak gi jejalan untuk cuti sem. Tapi asek tak dapat jek. Huh. Dok umah pon membela lemak je. Hihi. Biase la, lame tak duk umah. :P . Kebetulan my sis pon da keje. Kat Melaka plak tuh. So, take advantage la nak suh die belanja kat sane nanti. Anyway, memang plan lame da nak gi Melaka ngan die. Sebabnya, mase satu family gi trip kat sane, aku tak dapat nak ikot sebab tak de cuti lagi mase tuh. Peh, memang agak kecik ati la sebab langsung tak inform mase gi sane. But then, kali nie nak ronggeng lame2 kat Melaka. Yeahh!!

Trip nie aku pegi 3 orang. Kakak aku, aku and adik pompuan aku. Plan asal just aku je tapi kesian plak kat adik pompuan aku tu, Som bawak la die skali. Lagipun happening sikit kalau 3 orang. Hihi.

Perancangannya 1 mei nie aku habis last paper. Malam tu teros gerak balik umah a.k.a my kampong la. Then, mungkin malam keesokkan harinya tu teros gerak gi Putrajaya dulu. Lepas jap umah makcik. Bawak adik jalan-jalan kat Alamanda. Huhu. Then, ari jumaat baru gerak gi Melaka. Then, the trip will start right after we reach in Melaka.Hoho. Can't wait for that anymore!!

Next post la aku sambong. Mau tido la. Ngantok giler nie.

Dada.

xoxo

Heee

: : Oh Please ::

Please la badan

Be ok just for a couple of hours okay

Don't vomit yet

Saye puase nie

Nanti batal la puasa saye kalau sy muntah

: : Doa Abah Buatku : :

Ya Allah Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang

Tuhan Maha Pemurah Lagi Bijaksana

Engkau ampunkanlah dosaku, isteriku dan anak-anakku

Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengampun

Ya Allah, Engkau permudahkanlah urusan kami

Engkau berikanlah kelapangan, kemudahan dan perkara-perkara yang membawa kepada kelancaran kepada anak; IZYAN HAZIRAH; dalam dia menghadapi peperiksaannya nanti

Berikan kesihatan yang baik dan akal fikiran yang cerdas sepanjang masa

Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mendengar

Kabulkanlah permintaan kami

Amin

p/s: Terima Kasih Abah. Terima kasih untuk doamu dan semangat yang kau pinjamkan buatku. Sesungguhnya, anakmu ini benar-benar menyayangimu. Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana mengurniakan seorang bapa yang terbaik buatku. Sesungguhnya Kau yang menentukan segalanya.

: : Final oh Final 2 : :

:: bila musim final exam tiba, aku sibuk nak study ::

:: bila nak study, aku terpaksa stay over night untuk revision ::

:: bila kena stay over night, aku tak cukup tido ::

:: bila tak cukup tido, badan aku mula la meragam ::

:: bila badan mula meragam, aku mula rase sebu kat perut ::

:: bila rase sebu kat perut, aku mula rase nak muntah ::

:: bila da nak muntah, aku kena la tahan untuk masok dewan ::

:: bila nak masok dewan, aku mula la berpeluh nak jawab soalan ::

:: bila da start nak jawab, aku mula la keluarkan ape yang aku da revise ::

:: bila da kuarkan ape yang aku da revise, aku pon siap jawab : :

:: lepas aku ciap jawab, aku pon kuar dari dewan ::

:: bila aku kuar dari dewan, satu paper da LEPAS : :

:: yes! itulah rentetan untuk satu subjek ::

: : Final oh Final : :

Yes. Final exam is killing me hard. Five Paper to go this semester and i still don't know what i have learnt. Adui, Poning kopalo eden stdy food cost. Sampai nak tersembur kepala otak aku neh. Benda senang but then tak study awal2. Macam nie la jadiknye. Aduhai, agak parah la sikit dengan banyak lagi keje tertunggak nie. Da la paper gap nyer ckit2 je. Hampeh tol. Sape la bikin jadual nieh. Agak2 kalo jumpe kat aku memang aku melutut la mintak panjangkan gap. Biar lambat cuti asal aku dapat study dengan tenang and damai.

Nie da pkol 6, memang tak tido dari pagi la. Adoi, mate da berpinar nie. Otak pon da tak bape nak betol.Tapi by hook or by crook, i have to study okeh. Banyak lagi wey keje tak ciap nie. Tolong la aku weh.

Anyway, sempena musim exam2 nie, aku mohon maap la yek kat sape2 yang penah aku berkasar. Untuk abah and ma, doakan perjuangan anakmu ini. Nak dekan!!

Go Izyan Hazirah!!

You can to it!

Dekan sem nie okeh!

Chaiyok2!

p/s : For my Mr. Giler Kentang, awk pon buat elok2 untuk final okeh! Saya ade untuk support awk. Luv You!

p/s lagi : Miss my family a lot..!!!